Study Gremlins

2:30 am is definately too late to stay up doing an assignment!! And then getting up at 7:45...it should really leave one with a tired and vague outlook, but somehow I feel fine. A little tired, but then I normally do.

The gremlins were out to get me last night, I was down in the Physics lab studying away, and as long as I was inside it was all fine, but as soon as I went out to the courtyard I could see faces hiding in the bushes.

It used to happen whenever I had to trun the lights off downstairs: I would get half way up the stairs and then imagine a scary little face at the window and go hammering up the stars. Last night I would get half way across the courtyard and then all of a sudden break into an uncontrolable run because I could just tell they were coming for me!

I suppose I should have grown out of being scared of the dark a long long time ago...

Apocalypse Night

Last night was interesting...
I was really tired, but when I finally went to bed I couldn't sleep because I had the "feeling" again.

Every now and then I get this overwhelming apocalyptic feeling, and I wonder: Is it all worth it? Its all so miserale, why don't I just go to sleep and never wake up?

Last night was particularly bad...

I think I am just a tiny bit depressed at the moment.

I also think that I am procrastinating...but procrastinating is so much fun, as all delusions are.

ho hum

Feeling very flat at the moment and am not completely sure why.

I think I may have become allergic to study. Earlier this afternoon everytime I looked at my computor screen or the book I am reviewing I was nearly overcome with a feeling of nausea. I wonder if you could get an extension on an assignment due to a sudden development of study aversion...

Somehow I don't think it would go over too well with the dean.

All I want to do is listen to music and lie staring at the clouds. But I can't. I am trapped in the library with a rather disturbing looking spider running all over the outside of the window.

Sigh... 4 more weeks!

Succumbing to fashion

Sigh... I really didn't want to join in the blogging wave, but somehow, someWHY I have.

SO here it is, the very first post....

And it may be the last, we shall see, we shall see if anyone reads it!