Sabotage

I think I am sabotaging my graduation.

I have one assignment to go, one, yet I can't seem to do it.

It all started last semester when things got weird and I had to overload for the first half of the year and underload in second semester. This was done with the understanding that I would take second semester to do the major essay for one of my subjects.

My lecturer and I sat down and set the date for handing in the essay: the second last week of mid year break.

I got sick, and so he told me not to worry about it, and to hand it in when I could.

That was 3 months ago!!!

Somehow, it is not done.

This just isn't right, I should be able to do it! Am I not the girl who can write a major essay in 2 days??

Why then can I not do it?

The only answer that I can come up with is that I am sabotaging my graduation. If I don't finish this essay this week I don't graduate.

That would be bad.